I feel as though I have been dabbling in my recovery. I have let the addict go, but have I done it with love? I feel calm, serene even, over longer and longer passages of time. I am not calling the addict nor trying to make up with the addict. I am not obsessing about the addict, but have I detached with love? I wonder if the nasty kernels of my anger are going to show themselves at the least desirable time, leaving me feeling crazy and out of control. I am suspicious of myself…
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