I was really angry and confused when I heard I had to make amends. Why would I have to say I am sorry for anything I have done? It was all necessary. When I shouted, cried and said hateful things, it was because I was unhappy, made unhappy by the addict. I always felt right. I did not feel good, but what could I do? I only knew how to react crazy to the crazy things that were going on. When I thought of apologizing for the way I acted or the things I did, I wondered why I should apologize since the addict caused it…
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